when it’s ugly but…appears to be true 🔥🔥🔥
how did i find out???
—
💥 pattern recognition, baby!
so, like…
once my
trusted financial rep 💸✨💫
let slip—
the fraud goblin 🧌
was like,
“awkwardly close to my husband, lol!”
✨🤫
babe!
the whole thing fucking explodes.
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
because now??
shit,
i’m looking back
and realizing:
goddamn,
the patterns match.
✨👤 substance use + delusional denial.
✨👤 sudden closeness with another woman.
✨👤 sexual weirdness / heavy overt flirting.
✨👤 terrible cover-up stories.
✨👤 me being isolated, destabilized, gaslit.
✨👤 the other woman pretending to help.
✨👤 then fucking vanishing.
omg…
the exact same playbook.💫
—
and when
fraud goblin blew up?
that bestie ran for cover.
because the fucking illusion…shattered.
…
damn,
i’m not crazy.
i’m surrounded by 🔥 goddamn liars 🔥
who uno-reversed fucking reality
to focus on my sanity,
instead of their actual actions.
omg.
what i’m feeling is
cognitive rupture.
…😦 fuck.
yo.
i’ve lived through:
🔥 my dad’s abuse + evicting me deep-winter; with a newborn.
🔥 my husband’s total abandonment + long-con + near-death experience.
🔥 his sidechick defrauding me w institutional support
🔥 my childhood bestie disappears/monitors/lashes out.
and
each time
the person tried
to make me question
my own fucking
memory of the genuine events.
…😦
let’s be for real:
if nothing happened…
then:
when
i caught her
low-key in contact
with my abusive husband
💥mid-abandonment arc💥
…
💞 why didn’t she tell me he called right after it happened—mid family collapse?
💞 why didn’t she say “here’s the text” when i asked?
💞 why did my hubby feel comfortable enough to text and call her in destructo-mode in the first place?
💞 why was she in that group chat?
💞 why didn’t she show me what she sent him to make contact?
💞 why did she ghost me once the cubicle affair / drug behavior dropped?
💞 why did she stay silent while asserting she loved me?
💞 why is she still watching my socials?
🤜🏻💥😵
so
damn,
but like—
none of that shit adds up 💫
if she’s innocent.
lol.
—
and look,
even if i was tripping.
babe!
🗣️🔥 there is a random-ass
third-party witness📍✨💫
who is absolutely positive—
you 🫵🏻 were the chick
in the video ✨🤪
that fucking traumatized her.
yo,
✨💫
she cold-dropped
the exact fucking timeframe—
that i had previously questioned
🗣️ UN-goddamn-PROVOKED.
🙏✨🕊️
babe,
🔥 that wasn’t coincidence.🔥
✨👤🫵🏻
homie,
i didn’t prime her.
i didn’t coach that absolute queen.
i didn’t say anything.
babe,
i assumed
it was someone else entirely.
lol.
but nah,
she just took one look—
and my
global girlie said:
🔥“oh my god. it’s her.”🔥
…😦
🫵🏻✨
um…
W
T
F
?
🤫 💫
sweet baby jesus
y’all.
that’s external validation.
that’s someone seeing something
i wasn’t even TRYING to prove.
✨💰💰💰✨
and that
confirms everything
my body clocked
a year fucking earlier.
when i caught you lying. 🌈🧚♀️💞
—
so, in conclusion—
i apologize for NOTHING.
because listen,
every time the betrayal
hurts more
because i keep holding onto
the belief
that
this time,
it’s fucking safe.
😦💀✨
but this time?
nah,
i’m not shutting up.
i’m definitely not begging.
i’m not
goddamn
apologizing
for seeing the truth.
—
that bitch✨
doesn’t need my grace.
nah, she needs to sit with what she did.
✨👤🫵🏻
