god bless the fuck-ass broken road 💫

Written By Samantha Lee Lowe

ok so

that shit is
messy as fuck.

💫

like.

when i say—
the love of my life, 🕊️✨
my brain does not
file that man away
like some regular ex.

no.

✨nope.✨

it files him under:

oh shit.
so this is what love
is supposed to feel like.

🫨📢

(cool)

so
that bitch
is the baseline.

like fuck.✨

the nervous system
truly remembers that shit.

🔥🤡🔥

—

so then
when life later
death-drags
my ass into
some
💥 demonic
💥 chaotic,
💥 fraudulent,
💥 spiritually bankrupt
fucking nightmare
posing as a babydaddy?

✋😬🤚

my little brain
automatically runs
the fucking comparison.

🧍‍♂️🧾🚫

and bro.

of course
the contrast is goddamn violent.

💫

—

because two things
can be true at once.

i can be fucking
✨obsessed✨
with my daughter.
i can know
she is the most
perfect thing 💫
that ever came out of this
cursed little fuck-ass timeline.
and i can still look
at the shitty-ass road
that got me here and go—

😦💥️🫣

what the actual fuck was that?

✨😐✨

Samantha Lee Lowe

sammie lowe is a single mom, law student, and founder of bodhi cleaning co.—an ethical, femme-forward cleaning collective rooted in fairness, ritual, and rage. born from survival and built with purpose, her work redefines what it means to clean house—physically, emotionally, and systemically. she blends practicality with a little bit of magic, runs on justice and white vinegar, and believes that women shouldn’t have to choose between making money and making meaning. this isn’t a side hustle. it’s a standard.

http://sammielowe.com/
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