the rebound 🤾🤾⛹️ —no like, it was always my ex…EX.

people keep
trying to narrate me like:

🥺 “she just misses him.”
🥺 “she’s obsessed.”
🥺 “she can’t let go.”

and i’m like…

babe. 😭💀
can’t let go???
i could barely bring myself
to like the dude half the time.
let alone be obsessed.

shit.
i wasn’t “in love.”
i was in goddamn damage control. 🚨🧯✨

i was out here
doing the lord’s work like:

🙏 “please stop self-destructing.”
🙏 “please stop lying.”
🙏 “please stop acting like a walking red flag manufacturer.”
🙏 “please stop turning my home into a live-action war zone.”

homie
you like…chicks 💅…right?

🤾🤾⛹️

bruh.

and now?

based on
what i lived +
what’s documented +
what the pattern screams
this man didn’t “change.”

NAH.

he was a
psychotic goblin
from the jump
🧌💅
and i didn’t “lose him.”

babe.
i survived long enough

to escape him. 🕊️✨

also, side note.

LMFAO. 😭🥂

sir.
you have
never once crossed my mind as:

💖 “the one”
💖 “my person”
💖 “my soulmate”

my dude
you cross my mind as:

🚩 “that was fucking dangerous.”
🚩 “bro was not normal.”
🚩 “why was i paying for this.”
🚩 “holy shit, thank god i got us out.”

and
do i pray
he becomes
a functional adult
someday
…for our child?

yeah.
because i’m a mother. 👑🍼
and i have a soul. 😌🕊️

but do i miss that?

no????

losing money?
and getting
my ass kicked? 🪦

bro PASS.

🥷🔫💰

but

when i miss love?
when i miss real familiarity?
when i miss the kind of connection
that doesn’t feel like
a fucking hostage negotiation? 💀📞

i think of the dude before you.

obviously.
because you were a rebound.

🏀🖤😎

but shit.

in terms of true love??
someone i wanna chill with???

homie.

you don’t even
qualify as a recollection.

🤾🤾⛹️

you qualify as a goddamn kill site. ⚠️✨

and listen —
i’m not saying he’s a demon
as a medical diagnosis 😇
i’m saying:
based on the timeline
and the conduct
i witnessed,
the vibes were
deeply fucking demonic 🖤🧚‍♀️

“never again, amen.”

🙏✨🪩

Samantha Lee Lowe

sammie lowe is a single mom, law student, and founder of bodhi cleaning co.—an ethical, femme-forward cleaning collective rooted in fairness, ritual, and rage. born from survival and built with purpose, her work redefines what it means to clean house—physically, emotionally, and systemically. she blends practicality with a little bit of magic, runs on justice and white vinegar, and believes that women shouldn’t have to choose between making money and making meaning. this isn’t a side hustle. it’s a standard.

http://sammielowe.com/
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shit man, def would not have signed. ✨✋😬🤚