o0Oo0oOo heaven forbid she’s fucking mad 🙃

anger is the only
rational response

✨🙃✨


like crazy
how much damage
one asshole can do
and how fast
that same
unhinged motherfucker
expects
the woman he
intentionally annihilated
to shut the fuck up about it.

⛓️‍💥💻🔞

not gradually.
not gently.
immediately.
with manners.

wild.

👨‍💻➡️✊🍆💦

roll the tape.

🔥 fraud.
🔥 near-death experience.
🔥 repeated assaults because he could.
🔥 cheating—
not a mistake. a personality.
🔥 a walking porno factory
operating out of
my bathroom
while i was growing
a human being.

💀✨🕰️

🔥 lying.
universally.
professionally.
recreationally.
🙅💻😵‍💫

🔥 porn addiction so deep
entire relationships
got outsourced to screens.
intimacy replaced with pixels.
reality declined.
🚫🍆

🔥 public humiliation.
me holding a baby
and a truth nobody wanted
while he rebooted his life
still married. always lying.
⛓️💥🧠

🔥 stalking.
🔥 harassment.
🔥 burner accounts on rotation.
daily surveillance
like it’s casual
instead of criminal.

🍆🤏💥

and yet

heaven. fucking. forbid.

i’m mad. 🤗

because somehow
in delulu-world
the problem
isn’t the violence.
isn’t the fraud.
isn’t the stalking.
isn’t the choking.
isn’t the almost dying.

👆💥

it’s my reaction.

that my nervous system
is fucking fried
after being put
through a goddamn war.
that my life detonated.
that i’m raising a child
in the fucking wreckage.

and i’m still
expected to be
calm.
pleasant.
reasonable.
quiet.

as if anger
isn’t the
only sane response
to violation,
betrayal,
danger,
and fucking erasure.

as if surviving
something lethal
and not
being angry
wouldn’t be
the real red flag.

📱💥🗣️

so yeah.
i’m angry.

not unstable.
not dramatic.
not hysterical.

lucid.

😃

awake.
oriented.
and done
goddamn pretending
this shit was survivable
without throwing fucking impacts.

babe.
briguy!

🤤🍒

i am not “too emotional.”
i am responding
exactly appropriately
to sustained harm.
anyone confused by that
has never had
reality hit them
in the fucking throat.

Samantha Lee Lowe

sammie lowe is a single mom, law student, and founder of bodhi cleaning co.—an ethical, femme-forward cleaning collective rooted in fairness, ritual, and rage. born from survival and built with purpose, her work redefines what it means to clean house—physically, emotionally, and systemically. she blends practicality with a little bit of magic, runs on justice and white vinegar, and believes that women shouldn’t have to choose between making money and making meaning. this isn’t a side hustle. it’s a standard.

http://sammielowe.com/
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