Drawing of three mountains with melting snow, surrounded by flames and ash. Above are hearts, clouds, a cracked heart, an eye with a heart in the center, a cross, a moon, and a skull, all in a sketchy style.

unrepeatable. unforgettable. unrecoverable.

A woman with long blonde hair and a black tank top standing outdoors during sunset in a desert landscape.

delicate like a bomb.

✘✘ sammie lowe

you should’ve killed me when you had the chance.

⚠️ legal notice + survivor disclosure ⚠️

this site documents my real-time survival as a domestic violence victim, whistleblower, and single mom—samantha lowe. i am currently navigating active safety threats, institutional neglect, and retaliatory surveillance.

i’ve tried to handle this privately.
i was ignored.

if you are accessing this site in a legal, professional, or retaliatory capacity, you are on notice: this may constitute constructive misconduct, witness intimidation, or bad faith surveillance of a protected party.

this is not an interactive experience.

sit down and shut up.

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not a lawyer…yet.

am i qualified to legally fistfight a financial institution?


absolutely the f✘ck not.


but b✶tch?—let’s go.

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the baddie files:

✶

absolutely not a lawyer
and absolutely not qualified—
but honestly?
this shit pissed me off.

seems highly fucking sus.
and potentially? almost got me and my daughter …

like if legally blonde

had rage issues and no support system.

  • influencer?

    ✶
    no.
    deeply unwell girl with a strong aesthetic.
    burn book. trauma dump. accidentally educational.

    —
    content rated: not for everyone.
    unfortunately, still being read by everyone.

A woman with long blonde hair and tattoos on her arm stands on a road with a desert landscape and bushes, with a large wildfire blazing in the background and smoke rising into the sky.

you think she’s spiraling?
babe, that’s a phoenix in mid-air.

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not your guru. not your lawyer (yet). not your sob story. sam lowe is what rises when the girl they tried to break learns to enjoy the sound of things shattering. ex-wellness baddie turned possible legal menace. solo mom. zero chill. built a life from obliteration (…again) with a baby and a german shepherd, who has more internalized misandry than her mom. honestly?—

sam has a will to thrive out of spite; the desire to absolutely crush every accolade you told her she could never—

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🕯️spells…babe.

these are my prayers. not the quiet kind.not the kind you whisper in pews or write in journals you hide in drawers. these are the ones i speak out loud. the ones that bend reality. that curse and conjure and cut through timelines. i write them to make it real. i speak them to make it law.

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wanna see

the receipts?

the burn book. mostly feelings.

Young woman with blond hair and tattoos sitting on a concrete ledge at a skate park during sunset, wearing a white crop top, black shorts, and high-top sneakers, with graffiti art in the background.

now in boulder. previously in hell.

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boulder-based.
battle-tested.
bad bitch by design.

—
 © sammielowe.com // no gods. no gatekeepers. just grief and warrants.

this is my peace. it just happens to look like war.

girlhood ended when the cops got involved.

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revenge is a lifestyle, actually.

**(disclaimer: this page and everything on it is protected speech.)

*this site contains original work protected under u.s. law, including but not limited to free speech, artistic expression, satire, and personal narrative. resemblance to real persons, events, or tragedies is either coincidental, inevitable, or legally immaterial. reading comprehension is not guaranteed. threats, tantrums, and lawsuits will be treated as performance art.

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© sammie lowe.
all rights reserved.
all bridges burned.