boulder county: strangled, stalked, silenced 💫

bro, i get it.
you’re busy.
you don’t want
to hear from me
unless i show up
with a fucking powerpoint,
ip logs,
metadata,
and a sworn affidavit
from god her fucking self.

💫

like, nah,
it’s not enough
that i’ve got the bruises,
the restraining orders,
the fucking court file
the audio
the video

the photo

the banking bullshit
nah—
you want the
full forensics fucking package.

like i’m the fucking fbi
on my own fucking life.

and even then you’re like,
“hmm.
annoying,
but inconclusive—
so fucking juvenile

do you see what
this motherfucker is posting?
he’s literally saying
my friends
are feeding him shit,
and my friends
are literally reading it
like “lol wut?”
like, cool.
thanks, guys.

he’s literally out here
using
the most
basic ass photoshop shit
to handmake fucking memes
to harass me
about the cops
about court
about me +
being a fucking victim.

hey,
thanks—
for making me feel
like i’m screaming
into a fucking void
while he gets
to taunt me publicly.

so yeah.
just let him.
just let him threaten me.
let him keep violating bond
like it’s a fucking parking ticket.
let him
push
the
fucking
danger
level
to
the
fucking
max

🔥🔥🔥

while everyone fucking shrugs.

nah,
don’t worry,
though.
because all this indifference?
it’s fuel.
and i am documenting
everything—

babe,
how do you think
i got exactly

this fucking far?

not by fucking lying—

by fucking
documenting—
all of your
ongoing
abusive fuckery,
in real time. 💫

because
it’s absolutely
the reality
of exactly
who the fuck
you really are—


he thinks
he’s winning.
he thinks
he knows everything i’ve got.
(babe, shit is not a game—
there’s
evidence,
or there’s
not—)
he thinks
he can outrun it,✨
outsmart it,✨
outlast it.✨

and honestly?
maybe he can.
maybe he gets away
with all of it.
because look around:
everyone’s acting
so fucking nonchalant. 💫
maybe this is the actual lesson—
that you can do
whatever the fuck you want
to your wife,
and the world
will roll its eyes
until the obituary
proves her right.

highest lethality risk
is fucking husbands.

and nobody fucking cares. 💫

boulder county dv /
intimate-partner homicides

2024 – 🗣️ victim: gaudy garcía piña (37);
🔪💀: boyfriend andrés eloy martínez pérez (31)
arrested and charged with 1st-degree murder (dv-tag).
remains found 9/24/24; arrest announced 12/6/24.
Boulder County+1

2024 → 2025 – 🗣️ victim: christine barron-olivas (71);
🔪💀: boyfriend carlos dosal
indicted 2/14/25 for 2nd-degree murder.
cause cited in coverage: strangulation.
Boulder County+1

2021 → 2023 – 🗣️ victim: jason schaefer (33);
🔪💀: ex-girlfriend devan schreiner
convicted of 1st-degree murder (life w/o parole).
LPD labeled it domestic violence from day one;
custody conflict and coordination with
andrew “aj” ritchie documented, both convicted.
City of Longmont+29News+2

2018 → 2019 – 🗣️ victim: deborah “debbie” depinto (44);
🔪💀: husband scott beaumont jones
convicted of 2nd-degree murder; strangulation
with argument audio captured; jury also found child abuse
for involving their son.
GovDelivery+1

2017 → 2018 – city of boulder
🗣️ victim: ashley mead (25); former partner
🔪💀: adam densmore
convicted of 1st-degree murder + tampering/abuse
of a corpse (life w/o parole).
record includes admission of
prior physical violence.
CBS News+1

r.i.p.

😭

Samantha Lee Lowe

sammie lowe is a single mom, law student, and founder of bodhi cleaning co.—an ethical, femme-forward cleaning collective rooted in fairness, ritual, and rage. born from survival and built with purpose, her work redefines what it means to clean house—physically, emotionally, and systemically. she blends practicality with a little bit of magic, runs on justice and white vinegar, and believes that women shouldn’t have to choose between making money and making meaning. this isn’t a side hustle. it’s a standard.

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