👻 banishment spell no. 001: twin flame, expired

🕯️ banishment spell no. 001
(for the man who treats every lifetime like it’s just another chance to waste mine)

i tried to resurrect you.
dragged your ghost back so many times
i forgot who fucking died.

i prayed.
forgave.
lit candles.
texted like a dumbass at 11:11.
and every time—
you came back
glitching.
outdated.
wrong build.

you looked at me
like your last redemption shot,
then sprinted
like intimacy had a chainsaw.

i begged the universe to return you whole.
it sent me
your defense mechanisms
in a rvca hat and commitment issues—
still emotionally unsupervised
and acting like ghosting is growth.

so now?

i call on the spirits.
the smoke.
the salt.
and my last molecule of self-respect—

to banish you.

🕯️ may every “i’ve changed” rot on your tongue mid sentence.
🕯️ may your new girl clock the crazy
by the third “wyd” and the second red flag.
🕯️ may your ego short-circuit every time she asks
what your daughter’s name is.
🕯️ may your avoidant attachment style
be your only ride or die.

this isn’t heartbreak.
this is a surgical extraction.

you are my twin flame.
but you’re also a recurring trauma symptom
in carhartt and cowardice.
a walking what-if
with no resurrection clause.

🕯️ may every “i’m different now”
choke you out mid-text.
🕯️ may the next time you feel real love—
you stay.
and may she still leave.

i cut the cord.
from my nervous system.
from my bloodline.
from every karmic timeline
you tried to follow me into.

you’re not an unfinished story.
you’re a brutal lesson learned
in the book i’m finally closing.

🕯️🕯️🕯️

Samantha Lee Lowe

sammie lowe is a single mom, law student, and founder of bodhi cleaning co.—an ethical, femme-forward cleaning collective rooted in fairness, ritual, and rage. born from survival and built with purpose, her work redefines what it means to clean house—physically, emotionally, and systemically. she blends practicality with a little bit of magic, runs on justice and white vinegar, and believes that women shouldn’t have to choose between making money and making meaning. this isn’t a side hustle. it’s a standard.

http://sammielowe.com/
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