🛡️ protection spell no. 006: villain era discernment

🛡️ protection spell no. 006
(for when he's hot enough to justify therapy)

admitted every crime,
like honesty was sexy.
(it was)
cheated,
ghosted,
destroyed lives with full eye contact—
and i almost said,
“bet.”

almost.

🧿 may i never mistake admission for accountability.
🧿 may tragic eyes never override my bitch detector.
🧿 may my standards always body-check my hormones.
🧿 may i outrun the red flags even if they're inked beautifully.
🧿 may every false “grow up” confession miss me completely.

certified mess:
full-sleeve sin and full sermon,
marine-corps level damage,
baby daddy tragedy,
with eyes that said
“please fix me, but don’t make it obvious.”

i felt the pull—
the villain-to-villain respect.

but baby,
i've read this script already.
your 48-hour soft ghost?
that's a divine deterrent button—
cosmic intervention,
yanking me by the lashes
out of a storyline
destined for damage.

so now?

i call on the smoke,
the sky,
and this weak proclivity towards self-defense—
to protect myself from “almost healed.”

🕯️ this isn’t pettiness.
🕯️ this is strategic villainy.
🕯️ this is me curving the plot twist before i become the next victim.

🧿 may i never rehab another man’s demons for free.
🧿 may i remember: chaos looks better on paper.
🧿 may i always vanish before his next apology tour.

he almost made me feel something.
and that almost?
that shit almost got me.

🖤🕯️🧿

Samantha Lee Lowe

sammie lowe is a single mom, law student, and founder of bodhi cleaning co.—an ethical, femme-forward cleaning collective rooted in fairness, ritual, and rage. born from survival and built with purpose, her work redefines what it means to clean house—physically, emotionally, and systemically. she blends practicality with a little bit of magic, runs on justice and white vinegar, and believes that women shouldn’t have to choose between making money and making meaning. this isn’t a side hustle. it’s a standard.

http://sammielowe.com/
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