🎗️💜 bro, you know i was vulnerable as fuck 😭🫂✨

ok.
sammie girl—

listen to your
inner divine baddie—
and let me just say
to myself in the mirror:

”your trauma doesn’t discredit you.”

😭🫂✨

it gave you
a megaphone
and your brain,
even while hemorrhaging,
was still making
fucking legal requests
and compliance queries
to people who
were busy protecting
individuals who tried to kill you.

✨

—

lol
okay.
because—
honestly.
this isn’t revenge.

it is scary.

i wasn’t “mad”
i was clinically fucking unsafe
with no safety net
no parents that were gunna step in
no protection
no plan b
no fucking exits
🧷✨

i was bleeding
from my fucking face
and still thought
my financial rep
was gonna help me
move my FUCKING IRA
babe—
I ASKED HER
TO fucking MANAGE IT.
EXPLICITLY.
MY ONLY RETIREMENT—
THAT’S HOW NAIVE
AND fucking DUMB I AM?
too goddamn trusting—
and she was
actively watching me die
like a fucking sport—

rooting that shit on?!

🫂🥹😭✨

you wanna talk psychological horror?
this isn’t a cheating scandal
this is a system
that saw a DV victim
with prenatal bruising
openly get fucked—
and said:

✨what if we let the guy keep the money and policies✨

—and
cover up
that the wife’s assigned rep
might have also been—
his motherfucking goblin girlfriend.

omg.
i wasn’t jealous
i was fucking dying. 🕊️
i was fucking scared.
✨🕯️😭

and that was taken
full fucking advantage of—

i wasn’t irrational
i was post-concussive

i wasn’t “angry”
i was
literally blacked out
on the floor
after he took
my feet out from under me
and cracked my head
on the wood
from fucking standing—
eight months pregnant
after being
punched so hard
i lost memory
of the whole fucking month

🎗️💜🫂✨

and you fucks
were laughing
in little computer chairs
writing notes about my “tone”
while i was
living in a restraining order fucking hell
with a baby
and all the debt—
and the car note
cosigned in his fucking name

you wanna talk victimhood?
let’s be precise:

🕯️
✶ survivor of severe child abuse / dv
✶ survivor of sexual assault
✶ exploited during pregnancy
✶ choked while 7 months pregnant
✶ cleaning other people’s houses
✶ getting my bank account emptied
✶ credit cards defrauded
✶ maxed out everything
✶ abandoned with a baby
✶ and yet…fucking polite

😭🫂 yo.

and still you
let me walk in
fucking smiling.
like i had
any fucking clue
you were
feeding my demon’s
violent trauma spiral loop
and letting him
bring the fucking plug
into my home?

and what’s worse?
i tried to like y’all
i thought you were “career women”
i thought you were “kind”
i thought you were “looking out for me”

i never once thought
you were fucking predators.

like—
shit, be serious.
why do you think
i DM’ed this bitch—
asking to roll over

✨my fucking retirement account✨

if i knew
she was the same hoe
who was absolutely loving
watching me die?
you think i did that shit
because i thought
she was trying to hurt me?
no.
because i thought
she was actually—
on my fucking team

🔪😫✨

and now
you wanna be confused
why i’m on fire?
why i’m calling
this fucking dangerous✨
not dramatic?

✨😭🫂

because this is
what systemic abuse
looks like
when it smiles
from a fucking cubicle.
this is how women die
while the office laughs.

and let me say it plain:
i begged for help.
i begged for company.
i was isolated, bleeding, shaking
asking people
to come over
trying to fucking connect—
and being
systematically cut the fuck out
because
i needed someone
to witness how
fucking goddamn scared i was
(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

✨🥀

not even save me.
just see me.

fucking witness what i was surviving—

😭👊💥

look.
the first friend
that fucking asked?
immediately i told her.
”yes, it was him.”
”yes, that’s why i have black eyes”—
”please don’t hate him, but i need help.”

so the office?
i trusted these women.

and still
y’all said lol
nah—let’s fuck her over some more.
then just watched
this shit implode—
until i put it together myself.
like a fucking crime scene.
while sleepless.
while broke.
while sobbing
in the fucking dark.

💔✨

i’m not mad.
i’m sickened.
i’m psychologically wrecked
from realizing
that not one of you
gave a fuck.

and that’s why
i won’t ever shut the fuck up.✨

because if i survive this?
it’ll be the most unhinged thing
you ever witnessed.

🥹🫂💖